ADMITTED & DISCHARGED - HPBI @ GH

Admitted : 7th Sept 2010, 2.20 a.m - Ward 8B, Bed 28
                 8th Sept 2010, 6.50 p.m transferred to Ward 8C, Room 6, Bed 2

Discharged : 27th Sept 2010, 6.15 p.m

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                                                                  Blood Transfusion

 

 

Me & Cik Fairy

                                                              En. Bullah  & En. Farid

                                                        En. Bullah, En. Farid & En. Pezol

                                                                        Me & Nurse

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tq to all my frens [En. Akla, En. Faizal cd, En. Pezol, En. Fizi, En. Farid Nidzam, En. Ikhram, En. Jian, Cik Aziah, Cik Zura] yg dtg melawat i di wad..
special thanks to Cik Fairy dan En. Bullah yg sllu dtg melawat i dan membawa mknn yg i teringin nk mkn.. 
thanks juga kepada rakan skerja Puan Wan Norazah, Pn. Huda, Cik Nadia & Cik Chai atas lawatan anda semua..
special thanks to En. Fauzi kerana x jemu2 singgah ke bilik sy & memantau keputusan darah sy..
org kata, kawan ketawa sng d cari, kawan menangis 1 dlm 1000..
kehadiran kamu semua amat dhargai..
org kata, ada ubi ada batas, ada hari boleh balas..
insyaallah, mudah-mudahan budi kamu semua dapat ssy balas suatu masa nanti..
x lupa juga terima kasih buat staffnurse  & doktor2 [Dr. Yoges, Dr. Richard, Dr. Padmini, Dr. Pamela, Datuk Dr. Chandran, Dr. Chew, Dr. Lee B.H, Dr. Guru, Dr. Hafizah, Dr. Solha, Dr. Oh dll]yg merawat sy..

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IT's MY BURFDAY..!!

hey..
its my burfday today...
thanks to all my frens n studs yg wish i kt FB..
wat i ned now is doa anda semua supaya i sehat smla..

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burfday thn ni i d uji skali lg dgn kesihatan yg tidak memberangsangkan..
had feverish since last tuesday till now - x ok2 lg..
still under treatment and further investigation dgn Hospital Kampar.. urinary tract infections & anemia - low Hb, WBC & RBC
better kot than Hospital Ipoh..
hopefully semuanya ok2 belaka..

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i'm totally in pain n feel like dying..
++ rs sgt2 bdosa sbb x dpt menunaikan ibadah puasa dgn baik thn ini..
doakan i sembuh scepat mungkin k..

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thanks to cik fairy, cik dilla n en. bullah utk hadiah burfday..
i upload d pict later k..
d presents stil in my car..
sy sgt2 menghargainya...

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COBAAN.. ("~,~)

menganggapnya sbgai cobaan dr Tuhan utk menguji keimanan sy di bulan yang mulia ini..
maka, sy terima dugaan ini dgn tenang dan sabar..
hahaha~

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a very gud introduction, huhh..??!
ekceli demam sejak beberapa hari ini..
bmula dgn sakit kepala yg teramat, sakit tekak, d susuli batuk kering, demam panas di waktu malam, chill, batuk berkahak, demam + chill + headache sepanjang hari..
kejadian bermula sehari sblm mkn mlm sy dan cik fairy di Restoran Shakira n hinnga hari ini..
smlm ke hospital utk jmpa doc - amik ubat + mc... heheh~
mmg sungguh tidak larat..
doc siap suh bukak puasa utk mkn ubat but i refused..

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ke hospital pd jam 12 tgh hari..
da bersiap2 utk ke skola.. tiba2 rs malas lak..
plus, tempt tinggi sgt rsnyer..
so, ajak mak teman g hospital..
abah suggest ke klinik..
but, since i ni sgt kedekot utk mbazir RM20.++, i insists nk g hospital gak..
reached hospital around 12.15 m.d, daftar n tggu turn..
12.30 d panggil masuk, btemu doc n complain.. complain and complain..
then, doc suh amik darah n air kencing..
menunggu keptusan itu dr jam 12.45 hingga jam 2.20 p.m..
nak patah rsnyer pinggang duduk menunggu..
but, still sabar..

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tepat 2.20 p.m di panggil masuk lg..
based on blood n urine test u, u demam biasa je.. so, kita bg u ubat n antibiotic lah buat ms ni..
erkk..!! watever la doc.. nk mc..!
curi2 tgk kptsn darah..
da lama x buat FBC..
PLT = 100..?? aiks.. kenapa da turun..??
hurm..
sbb da x larat sgt nk duduk lama, x mo tanya doc la..
sure dia x tau sejarah perubatan i..
kang panjang lg citernyer..
:p

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blk rumah - tekak kering, abah suh bukak pose..
alaa... mmg x larat giler time tu..
tp, mengenangkan da jam 2.45 p.m baek teruskan sahaja..
lepas bbuka, solat maghrib + isya'..
turun, makan ubat, lipat kain, pengsan..!!
hahah~

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to my frens..
utk event kita sabtu ni, if i da betul2 sehat i g k..
:D

NO.2

yourobun..!!
its quite a while since my last post.. erk..!! is it..??

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ekceli, i just want to share d decisions dat i've made yesterday..
after i think about it hardly last wekend..
i think no matter how i try to save 'them' , at the end I'm d one who end up frustrating and disappointing..
so, i asks myself..
1. shud i save them and suffer throughout dis year while dey dun intend to make any positive changes..
or..
2. shud i save myself to enables me to enjoy my job throughout dis year by ignoring and leaving them behind with their &*#@^%...??

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after my hard wek last wek..
n after thinking hard last wekend..

i prefer to save myself..

am i doing d right thing..??
i hope God will agree with me..

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Mianhamnida 미안합니다

...... [dun read, its rubbish..]

when i just started my job 2 years ago with my complicated missions **family, financial,future,etc**
most of my frens started to dating n some of them oredy married..

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when i just started to learn how to cook **preparation for entering d next chapter of my life**
d other half of my frens busy preparing for their wedding..

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while most of them are married, i'm still searching for my soulmate..
i wonder, am i 1000 steps behind them..??  

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does dis make any sense..???
**laugh**

MY 1st ATTEMPT..

due to stresses day, yesterday..
i make an iced choc for my food therapy.. 
haha~

so refreshing..
mak kata sedap.. 

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PISS OFF..!!!

dalam salah satu ayat dalam surah Al-Imran ada menyatakan bahawa Allah itu menyukai orang2 yg memaafkan orang laen dan bersabar..
n sbg org yg memiliki sifat panas baran di tmbh pulak dgn hyperthyroidism dlm tubuh ini agak sukar utk menjadi seperti itu..
tp, i've tried as best as i can to control myself in every situations dat i faced..
however, yesterday's incident sgt2 mcabar kesabaran sy sbg sorg manusia dan hamba Allah..

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semalam..
ada 2 org salesman dtg nk jual buku agama..
ms 1st budak tu dtg, sy ckp sorry i'm not interested..
then, while waiting for other teachers, dat boy keep asking me questions..
ok, fine.. as long as he let me doing my work at dat time..
then, budak kedua berkopiah putih pulak dtg..
mberi salam n mula menunjukkan buku yg dia bwk pd sy..
i said again, sorry, i'm not interested..
budak tu explain psl buku yg dia bwk n suh sy pegang buku tu..
so, to not disappoint him sy amik dan pegang buku tu dan belek2 mn yg patut..
bcoz i'm very busy at dat moment, i listen to wat he's trying to explain while doing my work..
dat boy insists me to read d book..
again i amik buku tu belek2 sikit n ckp i'm not interested, sorry..
ms amik 2nd time tu, bru perasan mcm buku tu pernah ada salesman yg bwk b4 dis n i said, buku ni pernah ada salesman lain jual di sini bbrpa bulan yg lalu..
then, salesman yg berkopiah putih tu ckp..
akak kalau x berminat nk beli buku ni, cakap jek la x nk, sy boleh pergi.. x payah la nk ckp buku ni pernah dtg sini sblm ni.. kalo dlu ada org bwk pon bukan semua cikgu beli kan..??? akak beli ke..?? 
huhh..!!
dgn serta merta my temperature naek..
n i said to myself budak ni mmg perlu di ajar..!
so, i said..
u dah la dtg tmpt org, pakai kopiah pulak tu.. plz mind ur words ok.. from d very beginning i've told u dat i'm not interested but u insists me to do dis and dat n i follow just to not disappoint u n now u berani nk tinggi2 suara pulak ye..! u x faham2 ke i said i'm not interested! now, u better leave dis room!

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salahkah kalau kesabaran sy hilang dlm situasi begini..??

"NIGHTMARES" - inverted comma k..

unexpected things happen..
horrible.. terrible.. miserable..n -ble..-ble..-ble..
because its happen at nite, so i call it "nightmares"..
goshh..!!

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dun care whether its true or not..
serious or joke..
i just dun want to think about it..
so..
lets consider it as "nightmares"..

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thank you..!!

"Mak, org nk kawen lah..!!"

slps bersahur pg td, ms tgh tggu masuk waktu subuh..
peluk mak dr blkg n ckp "mak.. org nk kawen lah.."

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hahahaha~ ni sumer gara2 bca blog Cik FariSya (ex-floormate, UM 03/04)..
of coz not because of her hensem husband so aku jd gegatai nk kawen..
but, because of kehidupan mereka yg sgt bhga slps mereka berkahwin..
ekceli, i love d part d mn Cik Farisya ni memasak utk somi terchenta dgn resepi2 western nya..
tu yg mbuatkn den nk kawen jugo..
hehehehe~

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ekceli dapur is not my fav place..
i'm not very gud at cooking but really expert at eating.. :p
since kt sabah ms duduk rumah sewa n gaduh2 dgn housemate so kena masak sendiri..
hahaha~
i sgt2 teruja utk memasak tp bukan masak mknn org melayu..
ada la cuba few mskn Melayu utk juadah bersahur i.e ikan bawal/putih sweet n sour, sup sayur, sotong masak kicap/pedas, udang goreng kunyit, ikan kukus, kangkung belacan, gulai masam batang keladi, tumis kubis daun sup n etc.. 

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i sgt2 minat nk cuba masak western food, deserts and cakes..
but at dat time sume peralatan memasak x de..
maklumlah rumah bujang..
lg pun susah nk dpt bahan2 di Kudat tu..
jauh terperosok ke hujung Sabah..
so, berazam bila blk rumah nk masak..
tp, azam jek la.. dapur tetap gak tak berasap2..
my reason is x de sapa nk mkn mskn i..
my father very fussy ttg mknn ni..
kalo dia tau bukan mak yg masak, dia x mo try..
kalo try pon byk la bunyik kt blkg..
plus, i nk msk western food n deserts..
rumah i ni tggl mak dgn abh n me..
both mak n abh x mkn kot western2 ni..
so...
hurmmm~
dlu ada gak teringat nk masak n bg budak2 mkn..
tp, dpt studs yg baka - baka patah smgt tros.. ;(

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apa kena mengena masak dgn nk kawen, murid2..??
mari cekgu jelaskan..
bila kawen dpt hasben.. so, bole cuba masak pelbagai resipi n sumbat kt dlm perot dia.. dgn syarat dia x kisah la mkn pe pun..
heheheheh~

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ala omak kawen kan aku.. 
lalalalalala~
 

KISAH NABI IDRIS..

petikan dr Metro, 14/08/2010..
dlm Metro smlm, ada bercerita tentang Kisah Nabi Idris yg di benarkn oleh Allah S.W.T utk melawat neraka dan syurga serta merasai mati..
berikut adalah pengalaman Nabi Idris..

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sakaratul maut - 
seperti binatang yg masih hidup dan di lapah kulitnya.. sakaratul maut 1000x lebih sakit dari itu.. walhal, menurut malaikat maut, kelembutan yang beliau lakukan semasa mencabut nyawa Nabi Idris tidak pernah di lakukan kepada sesiapa sebelum ini..

neraka - 
melihat alat-alat yang di ciptakan oleh Tuhan untuk menyeksa musuh-Nya seperti rantai panas, ular berbisa, kala, api yang membara, timah yang mendidih, pokok yang penuh berduri serta air panas mendidih

syurga - 
melihat segala kenikmatan disediakan Allah untuk wali-Nya seperti buah-buahan, pokok yang indah dan sungai yang mengalir..

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terasa cukup indah tatkala malaikat menemani Nabi Idris bersiar-siar dan menghantarkan makanan dr syurga buatnya..
dan di saat nyawa Nabi Idris di cabut, malaikat maut menangis melihat kesakitannya..

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tersentuh hati membaca ruangan tersebut dan tertanya-tanya kepada diri sendiri..
yang mana satu kah tempat ku..??