PISS OFF..!!!

dalam salah satu ayat dalam surah Al-Imran ada menyatakan bahawa Allah itu menyukai orang2 yg memaafkan orang laen dan bersabar..
n sbg org yg memiliki sifat panas baran di tmbh pulak dgn hyperthyroidism dlm tubuh ini agak sukar utk menjadi seperti itu..
tp, i've tried as best as i can to control myself in every situations dat i faced..
however, yesterday's incident sgt2 mcabar kesabaran sy sbg sorg manusia dan hamba Allah..

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semalam..
ada 2 org salesman dtg nk jual buku agama..
ms 1st budak tu dtg, sy ckp sorry i'm not interested..
then, while waiting for other teachers, dat boy keep asking me questions..
ok, fine.. as long as he let me doing my work at dat time..
then, budak kedua berkopiah putih pulak dtg..
mberi salam n mula menunjukkan buku yg dia bwk pd sy..
i said again, sorry, i'm not interested..
budak tu explain psl buku yg dia bwk n suh sy pegang buku tu..
so, to not disappoint him sy amik dan pegang buku tu dan belek2 mn yg patut..
bcoz i'm very busy at dat moment, i listen to wat he's trying to explain while doing my work..
dat boy insists me to read d book..
again i amik buku tu belek2 sikit n ckp i'm not interested, sorry..
ms amik 2nd time tu, bru perasan mcm buku tu pernah ada salesman yg bwk b4 dis n i said, buku ni pernah ada salesman lain jual di sini bbrpa bulan yg lalu..
then, salesman yg berkopiah putih tu ckp..
akak kalau x berminat nk beli buku ni, cakap jek la x nk, sy boleh pergi.. x payah la nk ckp buku ni pernah dtg sini sblm ni.. kalo dlu ada org bwk pon bukan semua cikgu beli kan..??? akak beli ke..?? 
huhh..!!
dgn serta merta my temperature naek..
n i said to myself budak ni mmg perlu di ajar..!
so, i said..
u dah la dtg tmpt org, pakai kopiah pulak tu.. plz mind ur words ok.. from d very beginning i've told u dat i'm not interested but u insists me to do dis and dat n i follow just to not disappoint u n now u berani nk tinggi2 suara pulak ye..! u x faham2 ke i said i'm not interested! now, u better leave dis room!

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salahkah kalau kesabaran sy hilang dlm situasi begini..??