SETAHUN PEMERGIAN ATOK.. ;(

hari ni, 31/03/2011 genap setahun pemergian atok ke rahmatullah..
walaupun da setahun atok 'pergi', tapi km sentiasa rs atok ms ada..
cuma yg bezanya, km tidak dpt melihat atok lg mcm dlu2..
rs mcm baru semalam atok pergi..
kenangan dgn atok, saat2 terakhir atok masih segar dlm ingatan..
semua kata2 atok, pesanan atok, tingkah laku atok masih terbayang2..
kata2 opah saat jenazah atok di angkat keluar dari rumah dan di masukkan ke dalam van jenazah msh terngiang2 di cuping telinga..
km sgt rindukan atok..
terlalu byk jasa atok pd km yg blm sempat km bls..
semoga roh atok di cucuri rahmat dan di tempatkan di kalangan hamba-Nya yang beriman dan beramal soleh - Amin..


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CAFFEINE & HEADACHE..

just had a cup of nescafe..
immediately after my last sip, my head ache..
feels like my blood vessels around my head contracts..
causing severe pain..
i ned my actifast..!
aigooo~
ders no use to regret..


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PASAL PAGAR PON NK KECOH..!!

Pelik sungguh..
pasal x tutup pagar pon nk kecoh..
susah sgt ke nk tutup..??
kalo malas, bior jek tbukak..
nanti pepandai la abah tolong tutupkn..
sengal..!!
susah tol hidup serumah dgn org yg asyik kita jek nk kena jg hati dia..
menyampah..!!

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ABAH YG SEMAKIN KURUS..

Cik Embun action kamen urut perot atok..

dari sehari ke sehari badan abah makin kurus n kurus..
skrg da tinggal skeping mcm ms abah baru lepas operate dlu..
keadaan ini amat membimbangkan..
mak pon risau..
sllu mak tanya..
"kome perasan x bdn abah tu da kurus..?"..
"abah kome tu da kurus sgt.. mcm ms baru lepas operate dlu.."
walaupon 2 ketol manusia ini sllu bertikam lidah, gaduh2 manja gitu.. tp, mak sgt risau dgn keadaan abah..
ders no valid explanation y abah jd semakin kurus n kurus..
after appoinment dgn Doc kt Hospital Kampar for thyroid ari tu, T4 level abah naek skt.. so, mgkn sbb tu la abah kurus..
tp, bila tanya doc tu, dia kata tak jugak.. dia da naekn dose carbimazole abah..
so, kita tgk la dlm bbpa minggu lg.. kot2 la ada naek skt..
then, pegi lak jmpa doc kt slayang, ms abah ngadu senak perot tu..
tiba2 dorg kata paras gula abah tinggi, suspect kencing manis..
owh.. then may b sbb kencing manis kot.. so, a bit lega lah..
but, ms discharge hr tu, dorg kata abah x de kencing manis..
aiks.. ?? risau kembali..
bukannya nk sgt kencing manis tu, cuma bila sstu perubahan yg berlaku x de penjelasan, ianya amat merunsingkan..
sgt risau..
kpla otak ni dok terbayang yg bukan2..
oh God, i'm not ready yet..

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DLM DILEMA..

dlm dilema, dr pg td membawa ke ptg..
bukannya dilema sbb apa, tp dilema nk buat Red Velvet cake @ nk try resepi baru iaitu Choc-cheese muffin..
hahaha~
disbbkn sakit kepala yg teramat sgt sejak pg, so ptg td around 3.30 p.m baru start projek buat kek..
org pjbt suh buat red velvet cake..
kesian lak kt mak da 2 mggu bturut2 cekik red velvet cake jek.. even mak kata x kisah sbb mak sgt suka red velvet cake itoo..
memandangkan anaknya ni x reti nk masak benda lain selain kek, so kena la mempelbagaikan resepi kek utk di cuba..
abah dok request kek marble ari tu jek.. x suka kek yg berperisa2 nih..
adoyai~ bapak ku.. nanti la anak mu buatkn utk mu ek..
but, utk hari ini i buat choc-cheese muffin..
alhamdullilah, pcubaan pertama menjadi..
cuma, kurang cheese jek kot.. mahal beb cheese tuh..
kalo cheese lebey kompem mengancam lg muffin itoo..
nak resepi..??
sila ke DTS k..
i dpt dr sana.. tenkiu En. Mat Gebu..
erk.. below is my cute2 muffin.. 15 biji semuanya..
hehe~

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GETTING WORSE..!

batuk2 & sakit kepala menjadi2..
sakit tekak smpi nk telan air liur sdri pon kena berhati2..
mata merah mcm perokok yg tak dapat rokok sehari suntuk..
adoyai~
perlukah i g amik MC.. tak suka g klinik swasta.. nk g gov punyer, mak tak keje lak hr ni.. cm ne nk nyelit.. hukshuks~
ikotkn hati rs nk tgolek2 jek ateh katil..
tp ada kursus BM lak hr ni..
even i x ajar da BM, tp cekgu yg ganti tu refuse to attend d kursus lak..
so.. how..??
klinik bayar or poliklinik..??
klinik bayar or poliklinik..?? 
klinik bayar or poliklinik..??  
klinik bayar or poliklinik..?? 
klinik bayar or poliklinik..?? 
hurmmm...
 

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NO MORE BM.. HOYEAHHH..!!

finally.. BM d angkot keluar dr jadual waktu den..
alhamdullillah... syukur..
akhirnya Tuhan memakbulkan harapan den..
hehe~
but, i dpt blk Sivik, 2 periods kelas 2C ok.. menyampah..!

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UPDATEs..

sepanjang cuti sekolah - sebok dgn 'anak2'..
masak, layan dorg, bawak g jalan2 even tak smpt ke mana2 pon..
selasa g tesco n khamis blk kg..
pg khamis tu bwk abh g Hospital Kampar dlu..
muntah2, angin.. senak perot katanya...
spent about 3 hrs der, since 8.00 a.m - 10.00 a.m..
blk rumah, siap2 blk kg...
abah tak ikot la..
next day, on Friday, keadaan abah tak ok gak..
risau penyakit lamanya dtg blk, so, aku yg x tido mlm tu sbb layan Prosecutor Princess, terpaksa drive ke Hospital Selayang..
ngantok giler, but kena drive gak..
rs mcm kete da melayang ke tgh ke tepi ke tgh da time tu, so stop @ R&R Behrang kalo x silap, beli nescafe. ekceli nak cr livita.. tp x ado..
gerak around 8.30 a.m n we reached der around 11.00 a.m..
biasa la kt Rawang tu jamm skt..
dok kt kcemasan smpi kul 3.30 cm tu, then doc dr wad 8 turun utk tgk abah..
1st time jumpa doc khairil, comey gak.. ahaks~
chinese luk, jari runcing.. i like.. hahaha~
berdoa dlm hati supaya abah x perlu masuk wad, but kenyataannya kena masuk..
huhh..
berada di sana since Friday till Sunday..
Ahad tu abah halau balik, so, drive blk dlm keadaan hujan lebat sepanjang perjalanan..
even hari hujan lebat giler, tp, d sebabkan aku jenis bawak keta x reti nak pelan, so, meter still 110km/j - 120km/j..
dlm ms 2 jam da smpi kampar..
huhuhuhuh~
blk rumah dgn keadaan diri yg da infected by sore throat, flu, fever..
mak pon dmm kt rumah, berjangkit2 la lg smpi skrg demam, sakit tekak, selesema, sakit mata..
rs tak larat nk g skola, tp memandangkan kelas x bpe byk lg, sbb budak praktikal da amik, so, gagahkan diri gak..
esok ada kursus lak kt ACS Kampar, Kursus Peningkatan Profesionalisme Bahasa Melayu, ok..
leceh toi.. i x minat..! i x minat..!

-END-

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myMetroLima dakwa ditampar guru

myMetroLima dakwa ditampar guru

salah ke tdkn cekgu itu...?
kalo bdk2 tu ank i, sure mereka kena teruk lg kt rumah..
bukan setakat kena tampar, tempeleng, lempang, sumer i bg..
ponteng kelas beramai2 dgn apa juga alasan adlh 1 kslhn besar..
ia seolah2 mencabar guru..
tak hairanlah cekgu tu mengamuk..

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BREAK UP.. HURM~

"Breaking up is just like
having the worst nightmare after
having the best dream"

"I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how you are gone,
and how you're moving on so fast,
while I am still living in the past"

"I don't know what to do now that we're apart;

I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart"

 [credit to http://www.buzzle.com/articles/funny-break-up-quotes.html]

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OMG..!! I DAPAT PANGKAT..??

jaga exam kelas 'belakang'..
so, faham2 jek la..
kena tegas sikit sbb budak2 kel*** ni bising sikit n tak reti bahasa..
baru 15 min kertas di edarkn, yg sorg ni da mula panas bontot..
x reti dok diam n sebok ngaco kawan2 dgn lawak bodohnyer.. mukanya pon lebey kurang jek la..
so, dgn segala hormatnya i mempersilakan budak itu angkat kerusi dan keluar dari kelas..
suh dia berdiri di atas kerusi di depan pintu kelas..
dia buat aksi2 yg  memperbodohkan dirinya sendiri lalu menyebabkan kelas agak bising..
so, sekali lagi i mempersilakan dia bergerak jauh sdkt dr pintu kelas dan berdiri di situ..
10 min kemudian dia masuk ke kelas tanpa di suruh n kelas bising semula..
i suh dia gi berdiri semula di tempat sebelumnya..
n he said..
"penat la cikgu berdiri sana lama.."
i kata,
"u ada nampak i duduk ke dari mula i masuk kelas tadi..??"
dat boy buat muka tak puas hati..
then i sambung,
"u masuk, kelas bising, u sana berdiri smpi habis exam.."
budak itu terpaksa akur, but dia sempat cakap..
"celaka la u cikgu.."
OMG! i dapat pangkat..??

credit to http://www.toondoo.com/cartoon/1297212

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UNEXPLAINABLE FEELINGS..

sumtimes i feel calm inside..

sumtimes i feel excited..

sumtimes i feel sad..

sumtimes i feel mad..

sumtimes i feel happy..

sumtimes i'm a bit moody..

sumtimes i enjoy my life, my day..

sumtimes i feel bored n in need to run away..

to think that i'm approaching to late 20's..

i have dis kind of things..

i need a space to find myself.. 

to find the answer for my unexplainable feelings.. 

credit to http://rainplace.net/

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WHO IS HE..??

his hair suppose to be like this..

i prefer his eyes to be a bit sepet n wearing glasses like this..

but dis mata is a bit tua..

 

his nose neither too big nor too small.. like this is ok kot..

and he has a beautiful smile with dimple.. like this.. 

ngeh3x~

hope his wearing this lovely n caring coat..

 

and put this thing around his neck n use it when in need..

***

who is he..??

hurm.. 

he's my ideal man..

abah kata - berangan jek la kamooo..~

erk..!!

mak lak kata - udah2 le tuuu.. 

arkk..!! 

berangan pon berangan la..

sumtimes, dis kind of things u hv to berangan lor to dapat..

in real u cannot get it, at least in ur dream u get it, ok wat..??

heheh~

let me enjoy my angan2 k.. 

and at d same time, please pray for me so that my dreams will come true.. 

aminnnnnn~

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THINGS TO DO TODAY..

busy kot hari ni..

1. bayar bil letrik n streamyx skola - rutin bulanan.. nevermind, thn ni jek jd kuli..
2. g bank cancel credit card - no more credit card! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
3. g bank mintak quotation for car insurance yg nk mati da next month - perabih duet aku jek ada keta.. sobsobsob~
4. g Tesco - survey barang utk projek Jumaat - Ahad.. anak2 nk blk, kena la masak makanan kegemaran mereka.. hukhuk~
5. siapkan headcount yg tak siap2 lg tu.. - giler terlebey due date.. haha~
6. bg keje kt my protaugeh..  - sila tanda paper exam k .. nanti i bg skema.. hakhak~

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DENGKUR..

credit to http://selangor2u.com/blog/tahukah-anda/bagaimana-nak-atasi-masalah-tidur-berdengkur/

masalah dengkur sering di kaitkan dengan masalah pernafasan, saiz badan seseorang dan faktor kepenatan..
***
hurm..
i bukan lah seorang yang mempunyai masalah dengkur sblm ini..
but, lately, lepas i jatuh sakit, i notice that i have dis problem..
most of d time bila i tidur i akan berdengkur..
omg! ianya sgt memalukan..
kalau i penat d siang hari, dengkur i akan jd lebih kuat..
ottoke..?? ottoke..??
contohnya mlm td..
i tido agak awal d dpn tv kt ruang tamu..
abah kejut naek atas..
smpi kat atas mak dok gelak2 pasal i dengkur..
erkk.. i think, i ned to c doc for dis..
kena figure out gak d reason y i tidur berdengkur..
if its because of my size yg getting bigger n bigger ni, then, kena slim down la..
if its because of other problem related to my health, then i kena berjaga2 lah..
dan mencari jalan penyelesaianya..
betol tak..??
***
i jumpa Petua mengatasi dengkur ni ms i google2 td..
perhaps i shud try 1st b4 i jmpa doc..
who knws it might work, kn..?

Petua

1. Tumbuk lumat tujuh biji badam dan campurkan ke dalam segelas susu panas. 

   minumlah beberapa minit sebelum tidur.

2. Hidu wap air panas sebelum tidur.

3. Guna breathe right?

4. Ubah posisi tidur dari menelentang ke mengiring. [i mmg tidur mengiring, but 

   still berdengkur]

Selamat mencuba..!! >> to myself..

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LADAP - PEMBANGUNAN SUKAN..??

ada LADAP a.k.a Latihan Dalam Perkhidmatan di sekolah hari ini..
mcm biasa, kalau start kul 8.00 a.m, i akan smpi 15 mins after that lah..
its my bad habit yg i blom berjaya buangkn lg..
hurm..
apa yg kita blajar hr ini is equal to [0]..
haha~
ntah apa2 jek sbnrnya..
buang masa + membesarkan perot, dgn minum pg yg di sediakan..
dtg pon just to fill in buku biru..
4 days to go for LDP n after that we can skip mn2 yg d rskn tidak perlu..
after LDP td teros ke Tesco memanja-manjakn my kuda..
if last wek i went to Spa, so, today i bg dia pegi spa laak..
ada package sterilization a.k.a fog menda ntah..
to eliminate odour n its quite gud la..
gud for my car yg di cuci sbulan skali tuh..
haha~
i dpt students price cause i buat muka2 sedey kt budak yg kc offer package tu..
harga before offer is RM40++,  skrg time offer RM28..
then i kata kt budak tu.. "kenapa la korg suka buat offer time i x de duet.."
then he said.. "kalau akak minat sy bg akak student price la.. RM20 jek.."
sepantas kilat i kata.. "ok.. boleh.. terima kasih.."
bhahahahaha~ tenkiu dik..
akak mmg tgh sengkek skrg.. terima kasih kerana memahami..
huhu~

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MENGARUT2..!! NYAMPAH PON ADO..

sama ada my mood yg x ok @ mmg i da menyampah giler tgk entry yg mengarut2 kt blog yg i follow tuh..
time to manage d blog dat i'm following b4 i jd lebey tension..
remove yg mn perlu..
wat is d purpose of blogging?
popularity..??
me - nope! not important at all..
for me blog is d place for me to share my feeling, my life story, and everything about me..
conclusion - Mood i yg x ok..
Thank u!

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EMOTIONALLY NOT STABLE..

wahh..!!
so  tension..
y sudd my moods swing..??
nk buat apa pun serba x kena..
rs mcm nk g bfoya2 - window shopping, eating, jalan2..
rs nk tdo spjg hr pon ada..
rs nk pindah blk sabah pon ada..
rs nk mkn coklat, rs nk minum ice blended latte kt coffee bean, rs nk mkn cheese cake.. rs nk makan sushi.. rs nk makan spicy chicken mcdeluxe.. rs nk mkn KFC.. rs nk mkn pizza hut.. rs nk mkn ice cream..

PMS syndrome..??
erkk..!!

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TEST FROM GOD..

i went to spa last Sunday..
it was my 1st time ever to try the services in spa..
clueless about wat shud/shudnt bring, wear, keep, etc..
i just bring my phone and my wallet..
reached spa around 10.10 a.m..
change cloth, then i put my bag in one of the sauna room.. locker not provided..
start with sauna then foot massage, scrub, masker, milk bath n finally aromatherapy massage..
finished, change cloth and time to make payment..
surprisingly, i found out that RM100 is missing from my wallet and RM50 from my sis..
gosh..!!

we ask d workers, of course they deny la..
who wanna admit stealing sum1's money kn..? they claim got Budak Botak Ijau der..
so, we hv no choice but to pay the treatment la..
fortunately they didnt take all d money..
if they did, then how r we going to pay..??
so, the moral of the story is, dun easily trust people even they look very innocent..
same race oso not a guarantee that they can be trusted..

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i take everything happen as a test from God..
to remind me a few things that i shud done 1st, but i didnt do..
well, i'm under process to clear everything..
hopefully soon everything will b settle la..
wish me luck, yourobun..!!

adios!

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