BUAT BAEK DI BALAS....??

orang sllu kata, nak jd cekgu yg baek, u kena ikhlas smsa mengajar budak..

keikhlasan u budak akan nampak and they will appreciate it d most..

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last year as everyone knw dat my career life was miserable..

my RPH, my P&P, everything is like rubbish..

i my self x puas hati dgn my own work..

even, there's a few part yg i mmg bsungguh n dpt mjayakannya dgn baek..

but, d main course for teacher is teaching..

dats d part dat i failed..

 so, dis year i promise to my self to make sure dat part will be tip top..

and for d 1st month i think i did it..

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but then, ders a few things yg i nk share as i dun have a shoulder to cry on [pinjam statement fairy]..

since last year i mengajar kelas belakang budak2 petang, form 1 & form 2..

x kira la apa subjek yg dorg campak kt i, sumernyer kelas budak blkg..

yg mindanya taraf sederhana bawah & bawah..

i x kisah since b4 masuk bidang ni dlu mmg i sllu berazam utk bantu dis kind of kids..

not much teacher likes them due to their low IQ and their poor attitude..

 but, i accept them as they are..

cuma thn lepas i sdkt menggila since my thyroid hormone at a high stage, one of d factor i panas baran..

then, this year, bila the hormone under control, then i told myself to be a nice but firm teacher..

no more screaming nor yelling to the students..

give d students an opportunity to learn at their own pace..

believes that every students have the right to learn and are able to learn dgn bantuan cekgu..

i plan my P&P very carefully..

i cuba jdkn subjek yg i ajar sbg sstu yg mudah utk d fahami..

i pergi tgk sorg2 budak buat keje..

n i'm happy bila tgk dorg boleh bdikari mencari jawapan sendiri..

but, bila ada sekor dua dan berjangkit ke empat, lima, enam ekor..

x nk buat keje, da bg jwpn x nk salin, kejenyer termenung jek..

itu mmg sgt2 menyakitkn hati i.. mencabar kuasa i sbg guru..

mmg at 1st i bolayan kn aje.. 

tp, i bimbang ianya akan menjadi virus berjangkit yang akan menular kepada budak2 laen..

so, either i like it or not.. i kena bertindak..

tp, bila i amik tindakan, i akan menyakitkan hati budak itu..

as a results, bertmbh2 la dorg malas nk blajar subjek i..

tp, x thn punyer pasal i mbebel la jugak td..

sbb, da kasi warning tp budak tu x mo dgr..

and my last solution if d students keep on doin d same thing during our next class is to ignore them..

shud i..??

cud i..??

mesti ramai yg kata, x bole.. u kena layan mereka sama mcm org laen, jgn putus asa.. bla..bla..bla..

but for me, berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikulnya.. 

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but i believe in this..  

God will not give you a burden you can't handle..

If you ever find yourself in a mess which seems impossible to resolve..

Take it as a compliment..

God thinks you can do it..  

dats the reason y i wont give up.. 

caiyouk! caiyouk!