orang sllu kata, nak jd cekgu yg baek, u kena ikhlas smsa mengajar budak..
keikhlasan u budak akan nampak and they will appreciate it d most..
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last year as everyone knw dat my career life was miserable..
my RPH, my P&P, everything is like rubbish..
i my self x puas hati dgn my own work..
even, there's a few part yg i mmg bsungguh n dpt mjayakannya dgn baek..
but, d main course for teacher is teaching..
dats d part dat i failed..
so, dis year i promise to my self to make sure dat part will be tip top..
and for d 1st month i think i did it..
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but then, ders a few things yg i nk share as i dun have a shoulder to cry on [pinjam statement fairy]..
since last year i mengajar kelas belakang budak2 petang, form 1 & form 2..
x kira la apa subjek yg dorg campak kt i, sumernyer kelas budak blkg..
yg mindanya taraf sederhana bawah & bawah..
i x kisah since b4 masuk bidang ni dlu mmg i sllu berazam utk bantu dis kind of kids..
not much teacher likes them due to their low IQ and their poor attitude..
but, i accept them as they are..
cuma thn lepas i sdkt menggila since my thyroid hormone at a high stage, one of d factor i panas baran..
then, this year, bila the hormone under control, then i told myself to be a nice but firm teacher..
no more screaming nor yelling to the students..
give d students an opportunity to learn at their own pace..
believes that every students have the right to learn and are able to learn dgn bantuan cekgu..
i plan my P&P very carefully..
i cuba jdkn subjek yg i ajar sbg sstu yg mudah utk d fahami..
i pergi tgk sorg2 budak buat keje..
n i'm happy bila tgk dorg boleh bdikari mencari jawapan sendiri..
but, bila ada sekor dua dan berjangkit ke empat, lima, enam ekor..
x nk buat keje, da bg jwpn x nk salin, kejenyer termenung jek..
itu mmg sgt2 menyakitkn hati i.. mencabar kuasa i sbg guru..
mmg at 1st i bolayan kn aje..
tp, i bimbang ianya akan menjadi virus berjangkit yang akan menular kepada budak2 laen..
so, either i like it or not.. i kena bertindak..
tp, bila i amik tindakan, i akan menyakitkan hati budak itu..
as a results, bertmbh2 la dorg malas nk blajar subjek i..
tp, x thn punyer pasal i mbebel la jugak td..
sbb, da kasi warning tp budak tu x mo dgr..
and my last solution if d students keep on doin d same thing during our next class is to ignore them..
shud i..??
cud i..??
mesti ramai yg kata, x bole.. u kena layan mereka sama mcm org laen, jgn putus asa.. bla..bla..bla..
but for me, berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikulnya..
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but i believe in this..
God will not give you a burden you can't handle..
If you ever find yourself in a mess which seems impossible to resolve..
Take it as a compliment..
God thinks you can do it..
dats the reason y i wont give up..
caiyouk! caiyouk!