HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!

tepat jam 12 mlm nanti kita akan bergerak melangkah ke tahun baru..

2011... 

hurm.. mcm biasa la.. 

setiap kali tahun baru sure semua orang da tetapkan azam baru..

n termasuk aku lah..

each n every year with nue azam..

jgn tanya apa azam tahun 2010 aku sbb aku mmg x ingat..

erkk..!! abaikan..

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sempena tahun baru ni, kita mulakan la dgn azam baru..

n hopefully i'll remember it and try to fullfill it throughout 2011..

untuk menjadikan ianya lebih berkesan dan bermakna, aku da [sbnrnya msh lg dlm kategori.. akan] list down apa yg aku nk capai in 2011..

dr aspek personal life aku, my career, my relationship [workplace, frens and ...]

mengharapkan segalanya berjalan dengan lancar dan sukses hendaknya..

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i wud like to wish my best buddy, cik fairy a very happy burfdayy...

smga sgala yg anda impikan dan hajatkan menjadi kenyataan hujung tahun depan.. 

peace!

SEDIH...!! :(

i'm on my way preparing everything for next yr..

i think a lot n i plan a lot..

because i'm very sure dat i wil get it next yr.. 

suddenly i get to know dat it wont happen..

sooooooooooooo frustrateddddddddddd...!!!

i dunno wat to do..

i dunno wat to think..

i feel like i'm goin to die..

 

 but, no worry frens..

i wont commit suicide..

i need food therapy..

SUSHI KING..??

yeahhh...!!

smoked salmon..?? kani tama maki..?? ebiko..??  surimi scallop..?? ebi ten @ fry..?? tori karage ..?? golden ball..?? etc.

lalaalalalalalalalaalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

[singing wit teary eyes]

 

MMMMMMOOOODDDDDDDDD..??!

 

dunno wat happen..

i guess i should feel happy but i'm not..

sometimes i think i'm mad but i don't have the right..

now,  i feel frustrated and that is true..

huhhh...

let's go back to the reality..

stop dreaming cause it won't bring you anywhere..

it didn't help you but harm you even more..

thanks to God for that moment..

the moment that make me realized where am i..

the moment that wake me up from my lovely fantasy..

the moment that help me to think straight so i won't fall again.. 

Dear God..

please help me and guide me when i'm weak..

please remind me cause i tend to forget..

please love me cause i really need it..

please care about me cause it'll make me happy..

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its a terrible day..

i lost control..

mentally, emotionally and physically..

its hurt me and i hope its already end..

wake up dear..!! 

wake up..!!

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